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[Lora I was so furious—how could you do that to me? But, how could I be mad at you? I couldn’t ever be mad at you… We had fought; I had stopped the car for just a moment. I—I needed to clear my head. How could I have known that… I mean, how could I have foreseen that? You have to understand, it wasn’t my fault! I didn’t mean for that to happen! Being with you, time just flew on by. I miss that—I miss you. I miss your smile, I miss holding you at night, hearing your voice… I miss it—all of it—all of you. I won’t ever be able to love again, because there’s no one else like you. You were one in a million. You were my one in a million. And just like that, there became none. ]

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[right [pic http://i719.photobucket.com/albums/ww197/babykitty11/SLOW_zps77df4d8c.gif?t=1412838403]][Lora I don’t really know what to do anymore. I've lost meaning in my life. With nothing to really live for anymore, I might as well be dead. Sometimes, I feel dead. It's like I'm void of everything. I’ve lost all motivation—all drive. Three years it’s been, and yet, your face still haunts every moment of every hour. Haunt, I think, is the wrong word though. I greet the memories of you with open arms. Without those lingering flashbacks, I don’t think I could continue to live. I haven’t spoken to any of our friends or family in all these years. Sometimes I think I should go back, start to live the life I had before. But how can I just go back to my life like nothing happened. I’d be too ashamed of myself, and afraid that you’d be disappointed. Even though, that's wishful thinking. I know better than that. You’re probably chastising me at this very moment, baffled. You're probably saying something along the lines of [i 'You aren't the man I fell in love with. He was driven, full of life, and happiness! Who are you?'] and honestly, you're right. I don't know who I am, or who I want to be anymore. I used to have such a firm grip on reality, and I knew where I stood in the mix. Now, I feel like I'm floating in limbo. But honey, I need you to understand something... it’s not that I won’t, it’s that I can’t. Please, please understand that. Maybe one day… just not today… ]

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[left [pic http://i719.photobucket.com/albums/ww197/babykitty11/STILL_zps5bff1396.gif]][Lora You’re right, I need to go back. I can’t keep doing this, not anymore. I surrender; I need to try to live my life. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to truly live again, but at least this way, it may go by much quicker. But you know, you’ll never be too far away in my mind—you’ll always be a part of me, everyday… every minute. This girl, though, this girl… she’s so familiar. She—she looks just like you! I don’t know how to feel, I think I’m numb. All these years of seclusion, they’ve made me insane! I’ve lost my sanity; just put me in a mental hospital, would you? Oh… and she—she’s alone. Where’s her family? Why do I have this urge to reach out to her? I just feel like I should help her… I feel guilty each and every glance at her. She’s too much like you, I should feel uncomfortable. But she’s… she’s comforting. It's like she's you, but see... she's not you. My mind must be playing tricks on me because it misses you so much. I should be angry at it, but I can't blame it. In fact I'm quite appreciative, even if it does give me this false hope that you're still alive somewhere. But I know that's a hopeless dream, it would be impossible for you to be alive and well somewhere without me, right? This girl, though, it's so bittersweet. I see you in her... I should probably not see her, it's probably a bad idea, for the both of us. I can't seem to stay away though! Although she's not you, I fear that my mind is beginning to meld the two..

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“Come on! I promise it won’t happen again! I got caught up in traffic, I don’t know why there was so many people, they just, well, they just came out of nowhere!” I plead with my boss; I need this job. They’re going to come for you if you don’t pay them soon! Should have gone to the bank and begged them, I’m sure they would have given me the money. Why are you always so stupid, Kris? Ugh!

“I’m sorry, I wish I could, but it’s our policy, Kristina. You were warned.” Although her voice was pretty stern, I saw pity flash across her eyes. I stomped my foot, slinging my bag over my shoulders, bending over to pick up my guitar case, and pivoting around. Blonde ringlets leapt into the air at the sudden movement, crashing back onto my shoulders in disarray. I reposition my grey beanie, trying to tame the strands the best I can as I make my exit out of the store. I’m irritated now, and I’m hungry. My stomach growls at me, and I look down at it in irritation. My face scrunches up, and I point my finger at it. “Hush up, it’s going to be a while before you get anything.” I look back up, heaving a breath and scanning my surroundings. I kicked myself out of Kate’s house today since I felt like I overstayed my welcome by three months, so it looks like I’m out of work and out of a place to stay. My feet begin to move, and I let them do whatever they like while I weigh my options. Who could I go to? Who’s house have I not stayed at in over a year? I don’t think I’ve stayed at Anna’s place since last December… I wonder if she’s at the same place.

I whip out my phone as I take a seat at a bench I notice in my peripheral vision. I gently set my guitar case on the ground, and lean back in my seat. My finger swipes through my contacts until it crosses Anna’s, which doesn’t take long because it’s right at the top of my list. I irrationally bless her parents for giving her a name that starts with A. I tap it, and it begins to ring. My foot shakes back-and-forth in anticipation, my finger’s crossed that she’s still got an open room. I haven’t spoken to her for a couple months, but it seems like whenever we talk, we never mention the time that’s separated us. We stop and start up like there’s been no time, and I like that about us. I miss her and all her short, sarcastic glory.
“Hello?” Her familiar voice greets me.
“Hey! It’s Kris. How you been?” I ask her casually. I’d hate to just jump out and ask her if I can stay. But this beats last time; if I’m not mistaken, I just showed up at her door and hoped for the best. I hear her muffled laugh, and smirk into the phone.

“I’ve been okay. Ben’s living with me now. How about you?” Ben? Oh yeah, that funny weird guy. Y’know, I always thought that Anna could be with someone better than that, I mean she could definitely date a super model at the least, but Ben is so funny. I remember all of us staying up late drinking and just laughing. It was a good time; I learned to accept Ben that night. He’s a nice guy, and I’m happy for the two of them. Just hope there’s still room for me for a short time. I’ll definitely try to find somewhere else as soon as possible.
“Uh, I’m okay…” I reply, trying my best to sound optimistic.
“Kris, you got your own place yet?” She inquires, and there’s an edge to her voice that gives me this strange misplaced feeling that she knows what I’m about to ask.
“Uh… not quite. That’s what I was actually going to ask you...” I hear her sigh into the phone, but suddenly I hear something near to a snicker.

“When you going to be here? I have to work but I’ll be back at 10. Can you wait until then?” I smile into the phone, a sigh of relief parting my lips. There’s a short silence of admiration, and I know that Anna knows that I’m just enjoying this feeling of relaxation for a moment before the stress of the other things on my to-do list pressure me. A bark interrupts my thoughts, though. When I glance around to find where it’s coming from, I notice a Golden Retriever prancing my way. He pads right up to me, sitting at my feet and resting his head on my knees. I instinctively pat his ears, leaning over closer to him to examine him further.

“Yeah that’ll be cool, thank you, Anna! Seriously! Got’a go, love ya!” I quickly hang up the phone, and both my hands work to rub his ears. He leans in to me and licks my nose. “Where did you come from, Mister?”
  Kristina Greyson / Seka / 4y 157d 7h 23m 21s
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